365 Days of Awareness

As a man that has been blessed with so much, I have come to a point where I don’t know what to do and I feel out of purpose.

For the past 2 weeks I have been dry coughing, and for the recent two days there has been blood with my phlegm. As much as I am hopeful with the supplements and the antibiotic I have drank, things haven’t been improving. So came this thought: As much as we’re all dying in each day that passes, what if the days are numbered?

It’s times like these that it is time to be thankful to be disrupted of the good. Hard slapping the truth that bad things could happen, comfort can end and there is a necessity for balance in this life. Being lost on euphoria takes away the pleasure of being alive and the sense for placing goals. The need to chase for something greater drives us, we have to deny ourselves of something to keep us going.

So now this is what I will do in regarding to this mantra: I’m starting my own project, and like every project I have started – I don’t know if I’m going to finish it. But I will play this one as if I only have a year left to exist, and this will be my diary on recording each day, aware of what happened, knowing compassion, drive and desire of others and of myself. It can span to be as long as 6 paragraphs or just 1. What’s important for this project is to increase awareness rather than drifting in this life without direction.